Tired

waaaaaaaaaaarghh! really tired today
get up at 9, doing house chores + baking cakes + interview at 2pm *which i didnt prepare or study anything huhu*
But surprisingly, i get the job offer right after the interview hoho
And now, am sitting here contemplating........ take it or leave it?

TAKE IT:
1) end up with 3k salary
2) working in klang valley
3) outstation and oversea training *which HE is not very keen into it huuu*

LEAVE IT:
1) get paid 2.5k evry month doing almost nothing *lalalalaaa*
2) working back n forth to penang and shah alam until september
3) perhaps BONUS and FREE handphone on its way *yay!*


aihhhhhh.. and i only have 3 days to figure it out

gudluck Lyana!

Aching II

hoyeeahhhh! at last me n my sis manage to climb to the top of Botanic Hill yesterday
we almost give up halfway because the trail is never ending with high steep!
demotivated demotivated demotivated....
but nothing sounds better like a stream of waterfall.. aaaahhhh~
just a small stream of it, but at least there is sumtin to cool us of hehe
take a rest about 10 minutes for photography session =p, then we are on our way again

kinda disappointed at the top, coz we are expecting a nice, cold, icy WATERFALL!!! aiyayayayaii.....

Nevertheless, we made it to the TOP! that's more important =)

Plan to have a window shopping at nite, but....
i almost cant feel my feet! hohohoooo.. CANCEL!!
stuck at home watching malay drama at tv3, Tiupan Sangkakala starring Rita Rudaini and Eman Manan as husband and wife
its not even a scary or horror drama, but still sumhow i feel kinda scared huhu
the character Rita was playing is a mean, horrible wife
slumber je sepak terajang laki die aiyooo.. with added ingredient, siap mandrem laki die ikot cakap bini huhu
kinda scared to imagine that if there is such mean and horrible woman still alive in this world
hopefully it only happen in a drama wuwuuuuu

well, my calf is still aching like hell even after a gudnite sleep wohohohooo
still me n my sis are going for shopping today! uyeeeeeeah~
Matcha green tea ice-cream, here we come!!!

yummy yummy yummy~

Aching!

Ouchhh! my thigh, my calf and so every part of my leg..
gone hiking by myself yesterday at Botanic park, penang
Got 3 trail for hikers, i only manage to go halfway for each trail ahahaa
plan to go with my sis today, hopefully we manage to reach the top
dunno wats waiting for us there *hope its worth enuff*

but, sumhow i am so envy those old folks
soo old, but still their stamina is unbelievable!
they can surpass me n leave me 10minutes behind, aiyoo
i bet that evry day they here for the hiking, which am bout to do the same!
exercise, exercise Lyana

If i want to sweat, i rather go for hiking than any other cardio exercise
i like to walk with nature surrounds me, it is very much calming
hear the sound of waterfalls and whispering wind through the trees
aaaahhhh... how i love the NATURE!

Langkawi Holiday~

wuuwuwuwuuuu~ bestnyeee holiday..
dh dekat stahun xgik memaner, final year munyer pasal huhuh.. neway, our journey begins at 6am in the morning.. mantuk banget!! skip the road trip, at last we've arrive at the jetty hoyeahh!~ dh lame xnampak laut beb, best gilerr!!~ naik feri dlm satu jam br sampai Langkawi..

Sampai saner kitorg check in kat Langkasuka Resort Hotel, not bad la.. sgt murah n NEAT facilities.. rm440 for 3D/2N = 2 rooms!! maner nk dpt beb huhuhu... first day just relax2 serbey kawasan hotel tuh jer nak nengok ade ape kat situh.. beach dier sgt bestt!!!~ sgt lawa n clean...

Esoknyer aktibiti bermula.. first of all kitorg gik cable car kt gunung Mat Cincang namenyer.. uih dh lawa siottt.. last time aku pegi, ne de facilities cenggini.. ngn landscaping dier, xley blah tul huhu..

Anyway, ader 2 stop kat atas tuh.. aku,angah, alang n ayah decide nk stop kat terminal atas skali tuh.. kuar2 jer dr cable car, sejuk plak cm kat cameron huhuhu.. view kt atas neh sgt lawaaaa.. leh nampak satu Langkawi arr... pehtuh lepak kat jambatan gantung dier... waaa lg syiok view dier huhu..

Turun dr cable car, kitorg g maen gokart lak huhu.. gielr mahal rm30 tok 6 lap aiyaaa~ nevemind la, yg penting kiter ENJOY!~ hehhee... yg si aiman langgar barrier, ayip langgar tanah merah (sengal giler! ahaha), alang plak otai giler maen bumper car ngn angah.. yg aku lak telebih tekan myk leh ternaik atas kart si alang ekekee... seb baik x de pe2.. overall, angah menang la coz dier main tipu!! ade ker patut gik cross-over rumput tuh, org len ikot selekoh dier.. dier leh potong rumput tu lak ish!!..

dh penat maen gokart, lepak kt tepi laut jap amik udara... wuwuuuu.. mabelesss!

penat wat aktibiti, jenjalan satu pulau langkawi plak huhu... dr selatan ke timur ke barat sampai la ke utara pulau tuh kitorg explore.. best2!~

mlm tu kitorg g makan chinese food lak kat pekan kuah.. perrgghhh!! sedap giler, cam pirana kitorg makan ekekekee...

Esok adelah ari terakhir oliday! sob~ sob~ Its okay, we have a great great time there, worth it!!
Singgah kat patong Helang besor tuh, x snap pic kat patong tuh, x sah la dtg Langkawi huhu

ADIOS~

My first ever donating blood ahahaaa...

my first ever........

DONATING BLOOD!!!! ahahaha......

best rupernyer derma darah neh.. best sebab dpt tgk darah kiter dlm beg yg cumel tuh ekekeke.. slalu dpt tgk 2-3 titik jer hihih.. dh 3thn kat uitm, lalu lalang jer kat depan booth derma darah tuu dgn alsan "byk sgt org. malaz la nak derma" kuikui, padahal bender tuh kjap jer rupernyer, xsampai stgh jam.. so ekspedisi kali ni ditemani oleh mmber2 KEMBARA aku..

bdn neh byk sgt darah sampai lengan pon leh bocor time derma tuh. adoilaa~ kener gelak ngn memember aku kat situh, xguner tul! tihah siap soh derma satu baldi agik.. paler otak korg nak aku mati ker ..ciskek tul!

Yelaaa.. slalu jarum kat lab tuh halus jer, tekap cket sambung la lik lubang kener cucuk tuh..

Tp jarum yg neh ala2 screw driver diameter dier huhuhu..

Nurse soh pegang kapas tuh degil..

Sembang2 ngn member sebelah, tiber2 rase cam ader bender meleleh jerk at lengan sebelah.. tgk2 tgn shayer bocor laks ahaks!

Abes baju F1 kembara aku kne darah hukhuk..

Lik umah tgk suar jeans pon keener… aiyaaa!

Jenuh nk besihkan neh huhuhu..

Overall mmg best la coz FIRST TIME la plak..

Pasneh nk bg 2 beg la darah coz tgk member2 derma satu beg dh pening, aku ok jer siap leh g klass 5 minit pehtuh ekekekee.. nk rase gak kepeningan dier ahahah sengal giler..

A little note for myself

I love him so much.. but didn't realize it un till he's gone
I tried so hard to change myself just to please him
But i never ask anything that wud change himself
Coz i love him just the way he is
He made me realize that love is the greatest feeling of all
smile, happy, bullying, laughing, crying...

I broke into tears listening to our song
The song when you set your promise
Promise to take care of me till the end of my life
Guess that promise will just go down the drain
Nevemind... its ok.. nobody can predict the future

He never seem to care for me nowadays
sumone just take my place in his heart
Bet she is very special to you now rite?
That's ok dear... wishing u all the best
Just want to see u happy in many ways

Is there any bit of feelings for me dear?
If there is.... i miss u too =)
But, im sorry.. nottin can keep us together again
Eventhough the LOVE is still burning, the TRUST is fading

I dont want any piece of him inside of me anymore
Coz the wound is very deep..
Miss him soo much... demmm!
But well.. he didnt seem to care bout that haha
He dont want me anymore
He had enuff of my childish acts..

life must go on Lyana...
go..go.. find ur own happiness ok?
shud sumday u found sumone who trully appreciate u
May that person be ur long love companion..
Aminnn...

"sweet words uttered n she fell for it..cant blame her tho when all she wanted was to be safe but how could a man like him can do such things? that’s life. like it or not those kind of people do exist. They valued women like a disposable tissue.."

[[ If you don't love me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best ]]